Coming First

Shiloh Clark has spent eight years making herself small—an expert lawyer at an Austin law firm who smooths over conflict, hides ambition, and wants very badly to live by the quiet wisdom of Kathleen Grant's books, if she only knew how.When a late-night ad for The Summit of Sovereign Women, a women-only leadership retreat in Colorado hosted by Kathleen herself, sparks an impulsive act of self-priority, Shiloh signs up and nervously asks her boss for the time off.What begins as a career-minded getaway becomes a radical crucible: a week-long immersion in leadership, embodiment, desire, and agency that forces Shiloh to reckon with everything she has been taught to suppress.At the Summit, Kathleen selects Shiloh as her featured mentee and introduces her to a curriculum that blends practical leadership training with an erotic pedagogy of consent, pleasure, and power. Through workshops on assertive language, team challenges that reveal her latent authority, intimate trust exercises, and a transformative makeover, Shiloh sheds her timidity layer by layer.Guided by Kathleen and the charismatic mentor Wendy, she learns to name her worth, set terms, and claim visibility. Intimate, instructive encounters—both emotional and physical—reconfigure Shiloh's relationship to her body and ambition until her inner life and outward presence finally align.Returning to Austin reborn, Shiloh executes a deliberate, uncompromising exit from the life that kept her small: she seduces her boss and then resigns from Wolfe & Associates on her own terms, accepts a senior offer from Kramer & Bussel, and steps into an office that matches the woman she has become.Coming First is a contemporary feminist coming-of-age story about the conscious choice to prioritize oneself—an exploration of leadership, sexual autonomy, and the economic and psychic costs of women's self-erasure, told through one woman's fierce, sensual reclamation of power.