Why am I here? If that question has ever found you at 3 a.m., this book was written for you.
You've held everyone else together - the kids, the patients, the parents, the family. You've been the strong one for so long that strength became your whole personality. And still, in the quiet, a question keeps rising: Is this all there is? What did my soul actually come here to do?
That question is not a crisis. It is a doorway.
In My Soul's Journey, board-certified Family Nurse Practitioner Nati Carrillo draws on 17+ years at the bedside - where no one ever asks about money at the end of a life, only meaning - to walk you, spoke by spoke, around the wheel every soul must travel:
- Why am I here? - how to trade the questions that shrink you for the ones that free you
- The family you came through - a trauma-informed path to reclaiming your inheritance without excusing the harm
- Earth School - why your patterns keep repeating, and how to finally learn the lesson so it releases you
- Purpose spelled S-E-R-V-I-C-E - how your deepest wound becomes your clearest qualification
- The destiny of this body - why the body whispers before it screams, from a nurse who has listened to thousands
- Rehearsing your future self - guided practices to become her before the evidence arrives
- Joy as a compass - carrying the mountaintop into the laundry room, the car line, and the night shift
- How you will know - the quiet, unmistakable signs that a soul's lesson has finally been learned.
Every chapter ends with
Pause and Reflect journaling questions and
A Gentle Practice - simple nervous-system-friendly exercises you can do in minutes, even on your most exhausted day.
This book is for you if you are:A woman, mother, nurse, or caregiver running on empty • healing from childhood wounds or family patterns • carrying emotional weight your body is starting to feel • ready to stop surviving and start living on purpose
You were never lost. You were in school. And not one tear was wasted.
Scroll up and begin your soul journey today - the question has waited long enough.