STILL HERE

Still Here is a deeply honest memoir about what it means to keep living when grief, illness, and loss become part of everyday life.

After losing her parents, her brother, and her grandmother - while navigating chronic illness, motherhood, marriage, and the quiet unraveling of the life she once imagined - the author finds herself living in the space between endurance and exhaustion. This is not a story about "moving on" or finding silver linings. It is about staying. About loving deeply even when it hurts. About existing without having to earn it.

Through intimate reflections on anticipatory grief, chronic pain, motherhood, marriage, and identity, Still Here gives voice to the thoughts so many people carry in silence - the fear of losing those we love, the guilt of needing rest, the loneliness of being strong for too long.

Written for anyone who has ever felt broken, invisible, or afraid of what comes next, this book is a companion for the hard days. It reminds us that grief changes us, but it does not erase us - and that being here, even imperfectly, is enough.