This is Not a Lie

"One of the most original and well-represented works I've read this year... a graphic tale that will really test your mettle." - Readers' Favorite

Australia, 1984. In a world of sex, drugs, and excess, the hardest thing to be is yourself.

Joel Reed is living the dream as the gifted guitarist for The Blackhearts. On the surface, he is riding the high of Melbourne's rock scene, going from strength to strength as the band chases fame. But behind the bright lights and the rush of performing, Joel is trapped in a dramatic tailspin of heroin addiction and hidden homosexuality.

When the charismatic Harry Engel auditions as the band's new frontman, Joel's world is thrown into chaos. Torn between his growing feelings and the fear that the truth will destroy the band's success, Joel must decide how long he can continue to deny his true heart.

In a time when the world wasn't ready for a "gay guitar god," Joel's struggle is a profound exploration of self-loathing, addiction, and the heavy yoke of forbidden love.

"A wholly realistic life drama, with all the dark shadows and bright lights that a life lived hiding your true heart can bring." - Readers' Favorite

"Farrow juxtaposes truth with fantasy, fame with honesty... with a true talent for fully understanding these emotions and all the shades of grey in between." - Readers' Favorite

"The narrative style is expressive... the reader gets the full brunt of the emotions and conflicts." - Readers' Favorite

"A moving tale with a universal appeal." - Readers' Favorite